you still remain in my heart.

 So hard to tell you things. You dont know how i am feeling. I dun know if i still mean anything to you.
Seems like we got back to the start where everything was just one-sided.

Now i've deleted facebook, appear offline on msn, and someday im just going to leave my handphone off for weeks,months or years.
And guess even then you dont know where i've begun.


or.. maybe you dont even care at all........

 I'm 19 today. Somehow, i feel that im living in my past still. I cant go on and move on. 4years of being single and all i need is to wait for that someone to change my life. All i waited for seems to be for nothing. I feel that she might be around me already but where is she..

i really want to return to the past..

 
All the best for your N'level. Though i want to tell you this yet i know i cant talk to you anymore.
Good luck.

 you seem so happy with your life now, i dont know how to talk to you again. i guess everything between us is over and im just gonna walk silently away.......... till someday we meet again.